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Due to lack of faith in my art i have cancled my adoptable page. My self esteem drops faster that a apple in the gravity theroy. Anyway. Sorry. 

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You ever feel like you could just die?

 

Like everything is just to hard?

 

And everyone tells you it will get better?

 

To keep smiling?

 

But your just dead inside.

 

But your just great at faking that smile!

 

So, you go through your day, with that look on your face.

 

That pokerface, with dead eyes, as you cry on the inside.

 

And that forced smile, when your spoken to.

 

If your spoken to.

 

Yet,...

 

There's theese certain people.

 

Who you don't make you cry.

 

Who you don't force a smile around...

 

Who hug you while you cry..

 

Who tell you it's okay,..

 

And you believe them.

 

This, is why people have friends.

 

Have partners in crime

 

Have lovers.

 

Because they keep you sane.

 

No matter,

 

How tough your day was.

 

Someone is always there.

For you.

 

 

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I cut because I hurt not because I love the pain,

 

I deal with the pain not because I like it, because I'm used to it,

 

But I love because I'm loved,

 

Not because I love myself.

 

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I'm too broken to break anymore.

 

But

 

Atleast THEY fix me.

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You are what you love not who loves you

 

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It sucks when the people who are supposed to care,

don't care enough to ask if your okay.

 

And the people you don't want to worry about you,

always do.

 

Maybe I care about the wrong people.

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Turns out the person I took the bullet for was behind the trigger

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Okay hi. My name is Jada Simone W. I'm almost a teenager and I love to write stories. I draw pictures of my friends and my dreams, and SoD is possibly the biggest life event I have ever had. (Besides like, birth.)

 

I met my girlfriend on SoD, Thunder -  Funny story. But she is the sweetest thing. We video call and she always tells me how much she loves me. It's been about 3-4 years now. October 9th is the day we actally started dating. Back in like, 2014. And I love my girl.

I met Marg. She's such a sweet girl. She's stuck in the 60s and I love to write stories with her. She's one of my biggest inspirations. #Favorite Author. I actually met her IRL this last summer, she is exactly the same person online and outloud.

 

There's Charly, but I like calling her CSTko, she's my in-game-half-sister, which means our in role play parents have a shared dad. But she is really like a sister to me. I love talking to her, even though shes a bit of a smart pants. But I'm never mad at her for it.

 

I have my Jackie, who is the sweetest guy honestly. He has such a fantastic imagination, and he's fun to roleplay with. I love talking to him. And I love listening to all his stories. He's pretty cool if I do say so myself. (xoxo Jack)

 

I can't leave out Master, obviously. This guy keeps me up at night, but he is hella swag. It makes me really happy that I'm in closer contact with him now. I love this guy. And he is also a amazing artist.

 

Madam President! - Numb, is the funniest girl ever. Her jokes are amazing, I actually lost contact with her for a long time until she got forums, everyone calls her the joke president. #VoteForNumb

 

My closest friend IRL is probably Nevaeh, I love her artwork. And she is always there for me, she's also kind of our relationship counselor whenever me and Thunder hit a rough patch.

 

But of course I have so many other friends. They all motivate me to do my best.

 

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Alright fandom, I know you want to hear about my dragons, But I think I'll just tell you about my favorite.

 

Bud - The Deadly Nadder.

When I met Thunder this was my only dragon, I have had her through all 3 of my accounts. And she was originally a guy, until Bud and Thunders dragon, Void, fell in love. They now have 3 beautiful cross-breed dragons. Which I created and drew out.

 

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I love writing, as I mentioned before. I am currently working on, Before I wake, WNMD, Between the Blurrs, and a fanfiction of the Heroes of Olympus.

 

Not all my writing has gotten a fan base sadly. I do post on Figment.com and on here.

 

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I love drawing. I'm proud to say that I can only improve. Samantha is a big influence for my determinated style.

 

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Summary:

 

My name is Jada, you can call me Dragon. I'm almost a teen. I love writing, drawing, and anything creative. And I love my work, I have loads of supportive friends that I can only appreciate. I like to roleplay and go into story-mode quite easily. And everything I write is from the heart. My favorite dragon is Bud, my Deadly Nadder, and I have been playing SoD for almost 5 years. I am bisexual, but I already have a loving girlfriend. I dye my hair purple all the time, and I walk on my tip-toes as a bad habit.

 

Figment link: http://figment.com/users/526152-Jada-Wilson

DeviantArt link: https://dragnolia-returns.deviantart.com/

Kik username: dragnolia

 

I'd really like some friendly critism, my dream job is to write and draw in my own covers and chapter fronts.

(And I do make adoptables. if you read this far.)

 

Happy Beasting,

 

and thanks for sitting through this.

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Stay positive!

There's nothing wrong with your adoptables! I hadn't seen your adoptable request post, but after seeing this, I looked at it. That goop creature is so adorable! You shouldn't beat up on yourself for not being good enough. Again, I saw your post. You are definitely good enough! Don't compare yourself to other people. Everyone is different, and many of the people who are insanely good at art (like draw a realistic human good-how?) have practiced art since they were toddlers.

 

And I say this as someone who can't draw. Ask me to draw a human and you'll get a stick figure. Ask me to draw a dragon and you'll get a horrifying mess. That isn't to say that I'm not trying to improve, because I am, but I don't really have much to work here with in the art skills department.

 

Drawing that goop, actually, takes some serious skill. You may think it's stupid and simplistic, but that's a lot more than many people, including myself, can do. It's really hard to draw digitally. Believe me, I know. But instead of focusing on the things that you can't do, focus on the things that you can do. 

 

You don't have to keep your adoptable post up if you don't want to. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but I do want to try to help you to see the best rather than the worst, which is a much healthier and happier outlook.

 

I hope this helped!

 

(Sorry if I came across a bit like a motivational speaker. I like those about as much as the next person, which is to say not at all, but I think I can understand. It doesn't take much for my self-esteem to hit rock bottom either, and I've kind of always wanted someone to come and say that they cared, that they thought I wasn't going to fail at life. So I guess it might help you, if it helped me.)

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Hey, you may not like your art, but I want you to know a couple of things:

1) I won't get adoptibles from anyone but you (partly because I know you, partly because I just can't keep my eyes away from your creativity).

2) I was just telling my little sisters the other day about your art and how much more creative you are than me, and how I thought your art was better than mine. xD

3) In case you didn't get the picture, I think you're an amazing artist. ^..^

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Adoptibles by jada:

 

 

Fandoms (OML):

  

  

  

      

 

 

Friends:

 

Dragon

taught me what love is.

 

Thunder

taught me that anyone can have friends.

 

Charly

​taught me that the smart ones always win.

 

Jess

taught me that brownies are more than just tasty.

 

Numb

taught me that some of the funniest jokes are the lamest.

 

Master

taught me a level of patience I never knew.

 

FlyingFury

taught me that sometimes randomness brings great things, like friends.

 

 

I love them all more than I love pecan pie on Thanksgiving, and there's

nothing I wouldn't do just to know that they're happy.