Seriously about to cry peeps...

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First i get a vulgar review, and now people determining crap about me without actually understanding me:

 

 

The follow is a small rant, which I have posted to try and prevent tears. Please note that i'm currently finishing up University, and crying helps relieve stress. I've had several panic attacks this semester already, and thus need to cry every once and a while to prevent another from happening due to stress. As a result, I'm sensitive:

I wasn't aware that there was so much flippen butthurt in this fandom. Seriously guys. When people, like myself, work hard and just want to do something for the love of it, and then get comments like this, we want to grab a chair and hit you over the head with it to knock some sense into these people. Because their opinion is not dominant. Their opinion is just as important as ours. If I wanted to write quality, I'd pack off fan fiction and write original because I don't flippen suck. I can write decently when I choose. But when people write crap like this...like, feel free to express your opinion but do not tell me how I feel. Or what I know. Don't tell me this kind of crap. And if you want to, please be respectful. This isn't respectful. I worked censored this project, and i am fine with constructive criticism. But this is literally putting me down. Did you guys know that Book 2, which follows DOB, is over 400 pages long and it's rushed? It'll likely be twice as long when I'm done.

 

I think I'm done for now ._.

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He'd never know. An innocent fifteen year old afraid of dragons. Viggo was never wrong. But it's not like it mattered, because he'd be like everyone else. And nothing would change her mind. (Hiccup x OC; Rated T in case)

 

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Eek. That’s an idiot right

Eek. That’s an idiot right there. People can care for whatever they want? Like, if you have an interest in writing and can have ffun with it. People should enjoy it, because it’s cool to see people’s creations. Say you spent hours and hour spent on a project in your class, and you got a failing grade on it, because you had a unique view on it. 

 

 

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Full Name- Song Aubern

 

Gender- Female

 

Dragon Classes- Strike Class (Skrill), Sharp Class (Stormcutter)

 

Parents- Brynjar Aubern the Tough, and Eira Aubern the Merciful. 

 

Personality- Song is quiet and refrains from speaking most of the time. She's pleasant to be around if she can tolerate you, but you should watch out if you aren't. She tends to hold grudges. Song is a wise, and she's a quick-thinker, and doesn't often crack under pressure. 

 

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Ya idk. It's a little disheartening when I read reviews like that. Like, I get it. They have strong opinions and like being bossy. But putting their opinions and viewpoints on a podium like that just irritates me. I gladly respect people who respect me. This I have no respect for. I wasn't aware we were under a dictatorship. I feel silly. A grown woman crying over a few stupid lines.

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are people really upset just

are people really upset just because you didnt add a ship? I may support hiccstrid but seriously, that’s the Internet for you, people furious over what someone doesn’t like. Which is why on my fanfiction: The dragon fights, I made a disclaimer bit, stating that what I don’t want to see posts about all, due to this being my own writing. Like come on! People need to grow up.

 

also, I know how it is, I have anxiety too. And a previous incident of depression, and people really can shred your self esteem, and it hurts. But you must ignore them, and think of the positive. Honestly I’ve never had much of a backlash, rather that I’ve gotten ignored or that I hate my work because it doesn’t live up to how I wanted it. But I know of the backlash on ideas, which is why I’ve learnt to ignore them. People need to respect others. 

 

Just keep in mind, this is the Internet, people think it’s an all out war here and you need to kill to survive. They don’t mean a thing. I learnt this and built a protective shield, where I just ignore the internet. Everyone is hostile, but then they’re is always a bunch people who can be kind. You just got to find the right crowd.

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Very. Apparently. I've never experienced this issue before. I knew some people in this fandom were butthurt. I didn't realize the problem was this bad. Like, seriousy. It's a flippen opinion. These people need to get over themselves. I'm SO sorry if I don't like Hiccstrid. I wasn't around this entire franchise centred around it.

 

Glad someone relates. I have some pretty insane anxiety sometimes. It gets worse during exam season, and when final assignments are due. I cry as a result. Terrible childhood habbits manifesting themselves into other areas of my life.

 

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what's a subject?

My opinion: Fandoms. Are. RIDICULOUS! That right there, is a complete idiot. The story does not center around Hiccup pairing with Astrid, it reflects off of a Viking boy who bonds with an unlikely friend. I do wish I can slap that guy, I have a protective nature. ._.

 

I don't care over the Hiccstrid pairing because I'm not a shipper, neither am I interested in romance (because to me it easily gets cheesy), but just because I don't care about the shipping, that doesn't mean I don't care about the franchise. These people can get a little... oversensitive over this kind of thing. It makes me nervous just by posting this.

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You and me both. I'm not sure I want to keep posting this story if i'm going to recieve that kind of backlash.

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W o w....

Here I thought the Sonic fandom was bad like this...... Actually, it's probably just as bad. 

 

Yep. Just as Megaboltphoenix said, fandoms suck, and so do the hardcore ship people who just cannot coexist peacefully with people of an opposing opinion.

 

Since you seem to be getting almost nothing but hooey from these guys, I would honestly suggest turning off comments on your fanfiction.... If that's possible. If they're bad enough to take their complaints to PM's then just ignore them. We all mean it when we say your work is great and you shouldn't get discouraged by these guys. :)

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Thank you. My anxiety is at a extreme atm because of all the tests I've had to do. I appreciate that you took the time to post.

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You're welcome! Glad I could make you feel a little better. Sorry if I sounded a bit salty before..... I've been on the recieving end of a fair amount of backlash from people like that as well, and I really ha.te seeing good writers like you given such thoughtless and snobbish rebukes. 

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It's totally fine. I didn't notice. I was impressed you were reaching out to help!

I let people influence me. That happens in real life too! It's just obvious online. In real life, I just nod and say, "Okay" unless i'm decently close with the person, and know that they won't backlash if I disagree. I don't like conflict.

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As a hardcore shipper of the ship in question, I can say I am ashamed to see people who ship the same thing I do post things like that. It's very rude and not fair of them to say. Of course, people are entitled to their opinions, but they should learn to do it in a nicer way.

Again, as a member of that community, I apologize for these particular brash words. I do hope your semester goes well.

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Thanks man. I appreciate that!

If i leave this semester alive, it was sucessful x'D

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I have had similar problems to this on another site before. It's an otome game site and it and the people involved will remain nameless, but I was trying to write a fan-fic of my own and a lot of people just kept tearing it apart. I worked for several hours on each chapter I wrote and got little more than flack from a certain few people. Sometimes their criticism was... somewhat constructive (I mean one of them WAS studying to be an editor and such but she was critiquing my hobby like I was trying to make a profession out of it -_-), but generally speaking it wasn't. All the constant negativity made me want to quit cuz I couldn't enjoy it with all the bad crap that was getting thrown at me.

I too am a busy college student getting close to finishing my degree so I totally feel you on this. Stress and anxiety are the name of the game for a lot of days for me too. And yeah, I've been moved to tears because of the stuff mentioned above cuz I felt under attack by the people on that site and it was very hurtful. You're not alone in this kind of thing my friend. *sends cyber back rub and pat*

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It's always frustrating to recieve opinions like that when you never ask. And wanting to quit is totally relatable at this moment. Thanks for telling me i'm not the only one. I don't like seeing people go through this too, but it's nice knowing that i'm not the world's target lol

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Yeah... every franchise sadly has its little toxic pockets of internet h.ell.

But as someone who had near-crippling social anxiety for a little under two years (shoutout to headspace) and is still lingering, I know the feeling. I've had a few fanfics that while didn't get comments as bad as this, I did misread the situation and *fwoop* I wouldn't go online for months at a time.

Your head makes things look worse than what they are. We can't stop it, but we can blantantly ignore it and tell that little mind demon that it needs to get over itself. Think of it as having some someone follow you around and constantly tell you the worst reading of a situation; now that anxiety has a physical manifestation you can turn around and punch it in its stupid, paranoid face. Probably looks like your primary school bully.

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Aw! :( I'm sorry! Anxiety is such a pain!

Anxiety is the invisible shadow that haunts you at every turn. You see it in it's pitch black despair, but your arms go through and you can't do anything. 

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May not have read it sorry but thing is know what you mean and trust me when I say have friends that support you along with people you consider family. I've been bullied since kindergarten so I have extreme self doubt thinking I'll amount to nothing but you yeah trust me ignore them if they have to say it behind a computer screen they aren't worth the time and day.

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Hackers you will not get the honest players we will always rise again look at the lord

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we care about each and our family our dragons are our family also so back off.

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Thank you <3 I appreciate it. 

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No problem I hate bullies and the way it sounded they were being bullies.

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I don't like them either! :(