And They Said That Discord is Friendly....

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*Joins SoD Discord*

*As soon as I told them it was Shamara I was banned*

*Joins Fright of Flightmare Discord instead*

*Is banned because I asked for help protecting my friends*

And these servers are "friendly"

At least I still have Cafe Winterwind and my Marvel server...

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YOU DID NOT JUST GO THERE HUNNY!

You really want to start this up?

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I am an explorer. I go everywhere.

Start what? Uncovering a lie? If so, definitely.

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Hun,

Hun, Let me tell you something, You said you were going to change, to me to Greenfire, You lied to us so who is really lying here?

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Beep beep lettuce

Instead of seeking for pointless drama, do you want my cabbages instead? They're fresh

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I'd LOVE SOME!

I'd love some cabbage!

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Beep beep lettuce

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

Polaris would kill me if I brought home cabbage tonight. Do you by any chance have anything else?

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Oh no, after we found out you were Shamera you were promptly banned because you’re such a topical forum user (take that however you want) and we realized that most of our members don’t particularly like you (I’m not saying i don’t like you) and so for the continuous enjoyment of our ever growing server we found the best solution would be to ban you.

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AND!

AND! If you could learn to listen to your superiors you wouldn't have been banned! Do I need to post proof?

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This is no longer a pointless public drama fight thread. We already had one of those last week. This is now a thread about cabbages.

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

Guys. Stop fighting.

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OMG

YOu did not just say that!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

YOU STARTED THISSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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*FROG NOISES*

Oh you're so silly!! I wasn't fighting I was just being a humble cabbage salesman!

 

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You were not banned because you were defending a friend. You were banned because you refused to stop causing problems in Aniu's server, and you refused to stop after I told you to. We didn't want a drama-filled server, but you seemed to be intent on creating one.

If you want to make bold claims, make sure you have evidence to back that up.
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"Cows live in herds, you unyielding maniac."

I ask you to take into account the reasons why that happened. Around the time you were banned from the SoD Discord, some things had happened there- that was before some of the issues surrounding you were "resolved". In fact, one of our admins took on serious stress caused about that particular joining, which is why you were banned. (I was not present for that- I go by word of mouth- er, text.) The second banning, my friend AniuRavenwolf's server, was honestly a bit more personal. I wasn't able to duke it out with you there, so I shall here.

First off, and my friends can vouch for this, I make a point to befriend most everyone. You included. In fact, I befriended you upon our day of meeting. And then the business with the pride thread, and then everything that evolved from there. I began to realize why my friends were so mad at you and what kind of things had begun. But still, I persisted to believe you weren't a bad person, and I still believe you aren't. After your joining of the Discord, I heard that Greenfire, a close friend of mine, had come to terms with you. I understood, at last, some of what had happened revolving around the drama and you. So I took it upon myself to PM you. And I thought from there our friendship was healed.
It seems I was wrong, with the uprising of the Rebell drama. You see, I created a neutral post, of which I was honestly quite proud of. In it, I DISTINCTLY stated it was "not my place to share the evidence". Why? Two reasons.
1, it was actually NOT my place. I was not directly involved in the drama with Rebell. I was not a part of the scams. My friends, however, were, so I learned about it, followed the conversations, and pursued the evidence to sockpuppetting that arose. 2, the evidence has ALREADY BEEN GIVEN. Multiple times. By Wutend, and others, constantly, that never seems to make a dent in Rebell. 
You, however, and I quote, "Well, Squiid's words mean nothing to me, as she has refused to show anyone the evidence. Her so-called "wall of evidence" counts for nothing." In essence, "my opinion counts for nothing".
That makes both you and Rebell both requesting me to share information I SPECIFICALLY stated I would not. That alone, is the third reason I chose NOT to share my evidence. Because I was requested, and then demanded, to do so, against my will and personal code of conduct.
Shamara, you claim to be a friend to everyone, and yet I do not see this behavior shine.
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I’d like to add onto this by stating i am a person you, Shamera, have had little to no contact with or confrontation. We had barely spoken. I was willing to move past drama and become a mutual. 

And then you do this to me 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1--dTW40igWMvcQDMDsh7onCeEg_78QNwAMHC5EfILT4

You basically told me i wasn’t a good enough writer to understand characters, after what, i said some facts about Marvel of all things? And it’s even shown there, in the doc, that you said Squiid analyzing the HTTYD characters to near 100% accuracy was fine but then you say i can’t? Hypocrisy at its finest! You even gave me a very poorly written apology and then went back to insult me, can you believe it! 

I’m not angry, nor am i hating you Shamera, I’m just very disappointed that you told people you were going to change, but the second you leave the SoD forums you continue to be nasty to someone who’ve who hardly had an interaction with. 

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If you could just

If you could just just listen to there words, And understand our view point and how many chances we gave you. THE Chance I gave you? Do you not remember that?

 

 

 

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

Guys. I SAID STOP FIGHTING.

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May I remind you that you, in fact, were the one who created this thread just to accuse us with false claims. We have every right to respond with evidence and truth to the situation.

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*FROG NOISES*

You can't accept that your true self is being exposed, I see

 

Stay classy, Shamwow

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We are not fighting

You can't talk your way out can you? So your trying to to look like the victum, or the peace keeper, when your the one who broke that peace. And shattered our trust, when we were told not to give you trust to begin with, Against our better judgement we let you in and once again, You cannot see that you were wrong.

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^ Says the creator of the

^ Says the creator of the thread.

 

Nice going, mate. You brought this on yourself.

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You started this thread knowing it would invoke drama so I don't see a problem

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This is honestly making more sad than mad. I truly thought we had come to good terms, Shamara. Do you not remember the PM you sent me? The conversation we had over our Discord messages? I guess that means nothing to you. I believed you were open to change, but after seeing how you acted tonight with no respect for Aniu's server, it's hard for me to believe now.

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YEs Green

And remeber the messaged I sent you here. I got banned defending you! Standing up for you! GIVING YOU THAT SECOND CHANCE!!!!!!! I lost some respect that day, I still don't think I got it all back, But I though it was worth it, and you betray us like this. It is low, and mean, and so very rude.

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I can do many things Aniu. You will never know all I can do.

If you guys continue this, I will go to Brynjolf and ask him to take down this thread.

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Fine by me. You created it to cause unrest in the first place.

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"Cows live in herds, you unyielding maniac."

Cowardice. Accept the hand of cards you've been given.

You're telling us to stop fighting, while I translate it as one man alone trying to fight against a team of people who know what we're fighting for. You're asking us to stop because you know you can't do it alone.

Don't do this.

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I mean it'll take ten million

I mean it'll take ten million years but go right ahead. Ima screenshot all this baloni while your at it

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Go Ahead

It wont bother us any.

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*FROG NOISES*

????????????????????????????????????

 

Kiddo, you brought this upon yourself, and rather than fighting back you're throwing empty threats at us just to get us to stop and generally being a huge coward

My brain cells are gonna d.ie by the end of all this, I guess I won't be giving you that cabbage

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“When an accuser accuses someone of a crime, the accuser must have evidence at the ready so the case can be built upon.”

Basically Shamera, you accuse us of banning you for false reasons, we, the defendants, knowing that this was a long time coming, prepared and stocked up evidence. You have no evidence. You, the accuser, maker of this thread, did not expect us, the defendants, to fight back against false claims with nothing behind our words?

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You can do many things eh?

Well, Il have you know, I am not scared of a little 13 year old girl. Nor am I scared to expose the real you! You want a fight i'll give you one.

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YOU WANT THE REAL ME?!?!

FINE. HAVE ME.

THIS IS ME THE ONE WHO JOINED THIS CURSED WEBSITE TO KEEP HER FROM KILLING HERSELF. THE ONE WHO WAS RAISED IN A PLACE THAT TAUGHT HER THAT LGBT+ PEOPLE SHOULD BE PUT IN ASYLUMS, BUT THEN SHE LEARNED THE TRUTH, AND HAD TO FIGURE BACK AGAINST EVERYTHING SHE'S EVER BEEN TAUGHT FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HATED HER MOST. THE ONE WHO HAS LOST ALL CONTACT TO ALL OF HER FRIENDS TWICE.

THE ONE WHO WAS RAISED IN A PLACE THAT TAUGHT HER THAT LGBT+ PEOPLE SHOULD BE PUT IN ASSYLUMS, BUT THEN SHE LEARNED THE TRUTH, AND HAD TO FIGHT BACK AGAINST EVERYTHING SHE'S EVER BEEN TAUGHT FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HATED HER MOST. THE THIRTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL WHO HAS LOST HERSELF, AND FINALLY SHE FOUND HERSELF, ONLY TO FIND OUT SHE'S A MONSTER.

The one sitting in her bed, crying, alone, because YOU are the only ones who she has to talk to....

You wanted people to know the real me?

There.

Now you know me.

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Hey so you know what's bullsh.it?

 

That you could even consider pulling this card out. It's unfair and harmful to people with real suicidal and selfharm habits.

It's harmful to a trans friend I had who had the word 'FAT' carved into his leg, among the countless other scars on his arms and legs, and had extensive surgery to his wrists to try and recover from the scars and how deep they were.

It's harmful to the fact that I haven't gone on Facebook for the last two weeks because last I heard he had committed suicide and I'm not ready to face that yet.

It's harmful to my friends younger brother who is on meds for depression and ADHD, who has run away several times, and is putting so much stress on her but she tries to keep that at home, and only shares things with me when she thinks I can help- and I try to help.

It's a fuc.king atrosious act to do, to me, to everyone I know and knew, to who they know or knew, and every single person who sees this.

 

He wouldn't have dreamed of writing that. You should never have dared to post this. I've given up on any hope I had of you maturing and maybe us getting past all of the previous sh.it you've pulled on me, Green, and however many others here and wherever else you stalk.

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*FROG NOISES*

*Sigh*

 

If you're being truthful, I'm sorry you went through all of that

However, that still will not excuse your actions, you still constantly started drama and caused trouble and distress for people, you've hardly made any effort to learn from your wrongdoings and instead you try to mask them behind a thin veil. Honestly, the way you're going about this is extremely disrespectful to those who face these kinds of struggles by using it as a cheap defense

 

If ya' want a sob story from me, I've been dealing with severe depression and anxiety issues for a while now, and it's worsened due to my gender and body dysphoria. I would give anything to become a man and not a puny teenage girl, yet due to fear of my family scolding me I keep myself closeted from them until I'm sure I'm ready to come out as transgender. But rather than using my struggles as a way to defend myself from being criticized for my actions, I instead try to find other ways to seek help, to help with my anxiety, emotional breakdowns, dysphoria, suicidal thoughts, etc. I do everything in my power to improve myself as a person, I may be a snarky jerk, but at least I'm not using it as a way to defend my actions

 

You may call this "Showing your true self" but I call it guilt tripping, because the way it's presented here makes it seem like you just want to emotionally manipulate people into giving you pity, and as someone who's experienced emotional abuse, I ain't having any of this crap

 

The more you try to hide behind a thin veil, the more you'll hurt people due to your actions, and even hurt yourself more in the process, if you want people to stop giving you all of this negativity. Then. Learn. From. Your. Mistakes. For. Once.

 

I've said enough, I hope you learned a lesson here.....

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Hun, if you're really this angry, take a break. And Calm. Down. This isn't worth the hype. There's more to life than the forums. Don't throw around suicide lightly. That's a personal thing. Spend some time in your bible and pray. Ask for the wisdom and guidance only God can give. Wait until your emotions have calm down.

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Nice job pulling the victim card there, very classic, very classic indeed. 

You reap what you sow, you made this thread to cause middle school drama. Well, elementary school drama, you enjoy it, and proof is within the evidence provided by Green. 

Not so wise, huh mate

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

Now you know me. I'm gonna ask Brynjolf to close this thread.

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Yeah I would too if I were in your shoes, p embarrassing. 

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Classic Shamara. Shouting about being unfairly treated, have all the occused come to explain why their actions were just and they give visible evidence of both your wrongdoing and multiple second- third- and fourth-chances being given, then refusing to acknowedge any of it and try to shut everyone up by reporting them. Bonus points for the teeter-totter between “I’m so wise you just don’t understand me” and “my behavior is above reproach because I’m 13.”

 

It’s a good thing we don’t have admins that actually ban troublemakers because we would miss out on all the timeless “pious misunderstood preteen” drama.

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Suicied eh...

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

You act like I think this is a joke.

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I act like

No  act like your making it up. People who are currently struggling with such thing don't use it a argument tactic

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Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

You think I'm making it up? WELL THAT'S NOT MY FAULT.

Argument tactic? You wanted people to know the real me, so now you know, whether you choose to believe it or not.

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Hun,

Hun, You know how I know your lying?

Because I am currently depressed, not suicdal but depressed and often am. I was Sucidal once. And I never in a million years would have posted something like that in all caps, To make a point. I would have have just grabbed a knife and cut.

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Joined: 02/01/2017
Could the Maker of the stars hear the sound of my breakin heart?

So if you wouldn't do something, than no one with depression does. Thanks Aniu. They makes sense.